Thursday, April 23, 2009

Is there such a thing as burnt out?

Just wondering if as a christian your allowed to feel "burnt out". Makes me feel guilty just typing the words. Being pregnant with our second child, I have to admit i'm way more scared then i was when i was pregnant with Mia. These horrible thoughts come to mind, "Will i be a good mom to two of them?" "Am I a good mom to Mia?" "Do I nurture her the way i should every day?" "Will this baby get enough attention?" Always second guessing myself.
Also i've learned that you really shouldn't say that you will 'NEVER' do something, those words always bite you in the bunda. =)

There is so much negative news when you turn on the T.V., and frankly some days i can't help but feel scared to be under the leadership of this President we have now. He is such a Godless, and scary man. I fear for my children, even though i know i shouldn't. Even as Christians, we can be so faithless, and cowardly. Why is that?

1 comment:

Julie said...

KB - to attempt to give you my answer to your "why" question... it doesn't seem right that we can be so blessed by God and see him everywhere yet still lack in faith. This same journey is chronicled throughout scripture so it's definitely not just you and it's definitely not just believers of this time.

It's because we're all human and we're so enthralled with the noise of our culture that we forget what's really important. Or God does something WE think is out of character and it shakes us to the core of our being.

So maddening at times yet we can overcome it:)